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1 HAD 2 SACR1F1C3 AND MAK3 B1G CHANG3Z 2 PURSU3 MY

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AHH 1 CANT G3T R1D 0F 1T.....

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1gn0r3 1t....

1 GU3SS N0 CCT 4 M3....1 HAV3NT G0T A CALL Y3T...D1SAPP01NT3D......BUT 1 GU3SS MAYB3 G0D HAS 0TH3R PLANZ F0R M3 TH1SZ SUMM3R...R3J3CT10N 1S HARD Y3T PART 0F L1F3.....H0P3 Y0U ALL HAV3 A BL3SS3D DAY...1TZ N0T L1K3 ANY0N3 R3ADZ TH1SZ ANYWAY....

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1 WANT 2 S1NG 2 Y0U L0RD T1LL TH3 STR33TZ AR3 F1LL3D W1TH PRA1S3
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J3SUS B3 MY STR3NTH S00 TH3 W0RLD CANT H3LP BUT S33 START A R3V1VAL 1N M3....

j3SUS THANKY0U 4 Y0UR AMAAAZ1NG L0V3.......

L1F3.....CRAZY....AHHHHHHH.....1TZ CONSTANTLY G01N....1 D0NT R3M3MB3R TH3 LAST T1M3 1 HAD A P3AC3FUL N1GHT SL33P....1 F33L L1K3 G01N CRAZY.....0N3 TH1NG AFT3R AN0TH3R....3V3RYTH1NG JUST K33PZ ON C0M1N......1 N33D TH1NGZ 2 SL0W DOWN......1TZ A TRIP 1 AM MOV1N 1N AUGUST......GRADUATION S00N PL3AS3 C0M3 1 F33L S00 UNMOT1VAT3D AND 1 N33D 2 F1N1SH TH3 R3ST 0F TH3 Y3AR 0UT.......TH3 SH0W......... WORK..... SCH00L...... CHURCH....MY GRANDMA.....1TZ ALL S000 H3CT1C..........AND M3 1 D0NT KN0W 1 F33L L1K3 1 AM JUST STAND1NG 1N TH3 M1DDL3 0F TH1S R0AD B31NG RAN 0V3R.......UH....W3LL A F3W P1CZ 1 HAV3NT P0ST3D ON H3R3 Y3T...1 ST1LL DONT KN0W WHY 1 HAV3 TH1S 1 CANN0T F1GUR3 1T 0UT 4 ANYTH1NG!!!S0RR1 TH3S3 AR3 B1G 1 CANT F1GUR3 1T OUT......BUT 0V3R TH3 LAST M0NTH 0R S00...... WHO KN0WZ H0W T0 D0 THIS...L1K3 L1NK TH3 P1CZ 1 GU3SS S00 TH3R3 ALL JUST N0T 0N H3R3 S0M30N3 PL3AS3 T3LL M3....

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L1K3 A R0S3 TRAMPL3D 0N TH3 GR0UND, Y0U T00K TH3 FALL...AND TH0UGHT 0F ME AB0V3 ALL...CRUC1F13D, LA1D B3H1ND A ST0N3 Y0U L1V3D 2 D13 R3J3CT3D AND AL0N3... L1K3 A R0S3 TRAMPL3D 0N TH3 GR0UND... Y0U T00K TH3 FALL AND TH0UGHT 0F M3 AB0V3 ALL.....

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AND Y0U ALL SH0ULD C0M3 V1S1T M3 @ S3A W0RLD....

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mOr3 pIcZ........

[what will people think
When they hear that I’m a jesus freak?
What will people do
When they find that’s it’s true? ]

Separated, I cut myself clean
From a past that comes back in my darkest of dreams
Been apprehended by a spiritual force
And a grace that replaced all the me I’ve divorced

I saw a man with tat on his big fat belly
It wiggled around like marmalade jelly
It took me a while to catch what it said
Cause I had to match the rhythm
Of his belly with my head
’jesus saves’ is what it raved in a typical tattoo green
He stood on a box in the middle of the city
And claimed he had a dream

What will people think
When they hear that I’m a jesus freak
What will people do when they find that it’s true
I don’t really care if they label me a jesus freak
There ain’t no disguising the truth

Kamikaze, my death is gain
I’ve been marked by my maker
A peculiar display
The high and lofty, they see me as weak
Cause I won’t live and die for the power they seek

There was a man from the desert with naps in his head
The sand that he walked was also his bed
The words that he spoke made the people assume
There wasn’t too much left in the upper room
With skins on his back and hair on his face
They thought he was strange by the locusts he ate
The pharisees tripped when they heard him speak
Until the king took the head of this jesus freak
People say I’m strange, does it make me a stranger
That my best friend was born in a manger
People say I’m strange, does it make me a stranger
That my best friend was born in a manger

What will people think
[what will people think]
What will people do
[what will people do]
I don’t really care
[what else can I say]
There ain’t no disguising the truth
[jesus is the way]

I just cannot figure out live journal..I don't know how to do anything..if anyone wants to help me be my guest..but until then I stick with Xanga..www.xanga.com/luvis1cor13....i am gonna keep it for the time being see if i can figure this out...

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charm is decietful, and beauty is passing but a woman who fears the Lord shall be praised...proverbs 31



Things i like/love:

-I love Jesus
-praise and worship
-beach
-cold weather
-people
-watching people
-sing
-bible
-cyt
-water
-h-town
-the sounds of old cameras
-music
-movies
-listening
-smoothies
-pick up stix
-chcken caeser pitas
-my little sister
-english
-fashion
-magazines
-hair
-makeup
-volleyball
-softball
-sport events
-snow
-2 bundle up
-run and feel free
-friends
-my g-ma
-coach
-art
-collages
-encouragment
-love
-smells of shampoo
-write
-read
-hugs
-kids
-clean laundry
-love
-shopping
-culinary
-decorate
-paint
-smells(beach,lotion,spray,laundry detergent)
-sleep
-comments
-feel refreshed
-musical theatre
-dance
-quality time
-being 17
-being a senior
-seeing old and new faces
-travel
-fire
-sunsets
-being with people that love Jesus
-flowers
-jeans
-all colors
-roadtrips
-beauty
-classics
-black&white
-being barefoot
-wearing flip flops
-concerts
-homecoming
-prom
-flying
-guys that are talented
-raw talent
-piano
-poetry
-airports
-laughing
-sea shells
-cliffs
-waves
-smiles
-ice cold lemonade
-starbucks
-storms
-visions
-parties
-helping others
-old tv shows (i love lucy,brady bunch)
-90's shows
-fresh, new haircuts
-massages
-showers
-comfortable shoes
-peace of my mind
-creativity


whatsoever things are true, honest, just, pure, lovely, things of good report, virtue and praise think on these things.phillipians 4:8

HEY...I HAVE TWO JOURNALZ NOW...I COUDN'T CHOOSE BETWEEN XANGA AND THIS I KNOW I AM SORRY...

LORD HOW CAN THIS BE YOU CHOSE TO DIE FOR ME MY SINS REMAIN NO MORE IN YOUR GREATEST MEMORY LORD I AM OVERWHELMED YOU MY KING WOULD PAY MY PRICE LONG BEFORE MY BIRTH YOU HAD PLANS TO SAVE ME LIFE.IN THE ARMS OF MY SAVIOR I FEEEL SAFE AND FOR SURE NEED TO FALL HE WILL CATCH ME RESTORATION ENDURED IT IS HE WHO HAS SAVED ME FROM MY DARK LONELY NIGHTS WITH HIS HAND STRETCHED AGAINST ME HE STOOK MY HAND AND I WAS SAFE. LOST AND COLD I LIVED BURDENED BY MY SINS HELPLESS PRAYERS I CRIED I HOPED MY LIFE WOULD END YOU SAW ME FILLED WITH TEARS ONE LONELY SLEEPLESS NIGHT MY FAINTEST CALL YOU HEARD AND SAVED MY VERY LIFE........